Rishita's Surprise

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1 in every 2,023 are Jains

1 in every 17,285 are listeners of the artist "Keshi"

1 in every 9,824 are girls with a good relationship with their father

1 in every 27,465 are Hindi-speaking Americans

1 in every 13,465 are Indian American women with highlights

Let's do the math:

$$\frac{1}{2023} \cdot \frac{1}{27465} \cdot \frac{1}{17285} \cdot \frac{1}{9824} \cdot \frac{1}{13465} = \frac{1}{1.270397357\times10^{20}} = $$

$$0.0000000000000000000078715529003$$

$$7.8715529003\times10^{21}$$

That's 21 zeroes.

Hey Rishita,

4/28/2024

I know how hard you're working, how much work you have been doing these past few weeks. one thing I'll always admire about you is the amount of work you put in every single day. I think you work more than 99% of people. its one of the reasons why i love you so much. I'm so proud for how hard you're working, like i am so locked out but your drive pushes you to lock in so hard. i know that you're so stressed, but i really, really hope you know that it will all be okay. you're working so hard, it will pay off in one way or the other. and also, you're going to do really well on this test, and even if you do alright, you won't have to do that well on the final. you look so exhausted right now, so tired, its crazy. I'm really so worried about you right now. goddamn while im writing this you started crying. like my laptop died mid last sentence you started crying. I love you so so so much. please, this amount of stress, you dont desrve to go through. dont put yourself through this. you're a hard working girl, a smart girl, its why i'm with you. but the thing is, working hard is only till it starts hurting you. i love you rish, your parents love you. please do not hurt yourself over this. it will all be okay, look at it calmly and slowly, youll be alright. you are so smart, smart beyond your capabilities. look at all those scholarships and skills, sometimes you just shock me with how much you did all in high school. you're an all rounder rish. i know you dont have the same faith in yourself that i do, but trust me, trust your dad, your mom, your sister. trust everyone that called you smart. they called you that for a reason. I know you feel imposter syndrome, you feel sad, you feel like you should be able to do this all but you can't. but the thing is, its not that. working so hard for so long hurts you, it makes it hard for you to see the light at the end of the tunnel. i really truly think though, that you deserve to be where you are, if not better. i'm so proud of your hard work, i just hate seeing you like this. also i was writing this instead of texting u smhhh

- cj shah

Hey Rishita,

4/28/2024

I'm am so obsessed with you, like its actually crazy how much I love you. Even during the test, I could not think about anything other than you. I cannot wait to see you, like genuinely. I can't say it all the time or anything, but I love every little bit about you. I love your laugh, I love the way you pull down you hair. I love the little things just as much as the big things. You're like a constant in my mind, whether I'm walking to class or doing work, even when I'm taking tests, you're always the first thought on my mind. You're always there, unchanging, unwavering, unrelenting. Even when I'm sad or afraid, I can't get you out of my head. It is lowkey scary but it also makes me very, very happy Rish. Words cannot describe this feeling... but maybe science can. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction right? Well when I experience that fear, it's a reaction to another feeling of mine. I feel the fear in my mind, in my head, in my heart. But I only experience this fear because its a result of my vunerability. Experiencing this reaction of stress or worry is only possible when I have the initial love and passion, devotion even, that drives me to be with you every day. Physics can help further explain this phenomenon. Prior to the discovery of the Higgs-Boson Particle, physicists found it difficult to explain physical happenings and theoretical occurences. It was a particle that needed to be there for the Universe to be working the way it does. Your presence is crucial to my operating at the daily level. Not to say I couldn't live without you, but like (in the least toxic and most romantic way possible) I couldn't live without you. Every second of every day, you brighten up my mind as you enter my thoughts. It doesn't even need to actually be you, just the thought of you, along with the reminder that I'll get to see you soon, keeps my universe going. You're like the sun, leaving to visit the other side of the world but promising to be back the next day. And baby, god forbid I go to sleep and end up seeing you. God, looking at you sometimes is a treat in an of itself. I genuinely cannot comprehend why my brain works this way or how, but somedays, you just hit the perfect focii of my brain, like one of those bouncing DVD signs. I love you so much, and there's no way I'm ever losing you.

- cj shah

Hey Rishita,

5/18/2024

I think you might be very, very busy, but I am very very sap. So therefore, erm, I will be writing here verytime I miss you. Starting at 2:37 PM. I have been continously thinking about you fro the last 5 hours. Back and forth. you are my dream girlfriend, there's no question about it. Literally every single couple I've ever found romantic, literally every single happy scene reminds me of you. And the best part is, I'm so happy with you, I never have to worry about sad. I JUST SAW A BABY AND STARTED THINKING ABOUT BABY RISHITA ABABABAB. I MISS U SO MUCH. I WANT THAT PICTURE OF YOU REACHING OUT. I can't wait till I can take you out to your birthday date. Reason: I need to see you happy. I need to see you smile. I need to see you feel like you're finally being treated right. I genuinely cannot wait for that day, because I promis you, I am going to do everything in my power to make sure that that day is the best day you have ever had. II also keep seeing tiktoks that make me think of you. I just saw a couple hugging and it deadass reminded me of the way we hug, the way I feel you arms pull me into an embrace. anyways, I wanted to make this a lot longer but i have to run to a dinner party, so I postpone part 2 into a message.

- cj shah

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